New Old Money Lust

now that i have everything
the drive is dead and i wallow in all of this
when i had nothing
the hustle was strong and i fought for all the scraps

everything is nothing
nothing is everything

what was once reward is now only
a minor and nagging annoyance
what was the stuff of dreams
now manifests as dismissible

nothing was everything
everything will be nothing

now that i have everything
i now have everything to lose (& nothing to gain)
when i had nothing
i had nothing to lose (& everything to gain)

everything is nothing
nothing is everything

here among everything
there are absolutely no excuses
when there is nothing
survival does not procrastinate