That may have been the very last warning
The more it takes the more I want to take until I take it all
A lot going on - one makes particular choices to suit situation and desire
But it’s not even that I know what it is I desire
And situations are infinite
I'm uncertain when it started but we’ll have a really good idea when it ends
So frightened of losing the whole hand but that’s the risk when we go all in
We just have to keep a poker face and power forward despite
Born alone
Live alone
Die alone
There are no real goals and there never really were
It is almost like I am at my best when I am dead inside
And–more often than not–there is where I live
It is the basis of my being perhaps
But it makes the highs so much higher
An exploration of rabbit holes and storm drains resulting
There is a certain lightness within a darkness––the weight removed
Performative and societal pseuicide–Ars Moriendi my friends
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